Letting it go

My book Broken Oath is winging its way to Amazon. I will let you know the launch date soon enough. I hope you will all support me and purchase a copy of my book. When you open the pages, you will see that I have dedicated the book to my sister Anita. She died after a  long illness at the age of 21 on 28th March 1980.

As you can imagine it hit me very hard. She was 11 months older than myself and we were like twin souls. When she died, half of me died with her. And my whole world fell apart. As the years went by, I did not heal. Maybe I did not want to heal. I continued to ask myself how and why and I looked for her in every female that looked familiar. I tried to befriend them but without success.

Years after my sister’s death, I had the same reoccurring dream. If I did not dream every day, it was every other day, or every week… regular as clockwork.

…I would dream I was in a hospital where my sister was taken. I would find myself in the back exit stairs of the hospital. I was only a small child in this dream. I would be climbing the stairs. The stairs seem to go on and on and up and up forever. After a while, I would come to a door, the door would always be hard to open. When I entered from behind the door, I came onto a ward. It was a huge ward and there were lots of corridors, rooms and beds with curtains drawn around them. I would be looking in each one trying to find my sister. When I thought I found her, without warning, I would find myself back in the exit stairs of the hospital; climbing up the stairs again, trying to get to my sister.

This reoccurring dream went on for many years; more years than I can recall. And still I would not heal from the loss of her in my life. I just could not, or would not move on.

The years went by and I grew older, life and opportunities passed me by until I became aware that the grass was growing tall, above and over me and I was becoming invisible, or obsolete. I was becoming a speck. I soon came into a realisation that the Universe, maybe even my sister was trying to telling me that she was in a safe place, and where she was, I could not follow. I had to live, I had to live my own life, I had to move on. It’s funny but I never understood this before.

I did not understand that for many years, my subconscious mind was trying desperately to help me to heal, the Universe was trying desperately to help me to heal, my Sister was trying desperately to help me to heal. And after that realisation, I did. She was gone and it was OK. It happened. I knew my Sister WAS in a safe place and that she was being looked after and being cared for.

And so, I began to live. I began to grow; taller than the grass that was once above me. Opportunities came to me, I met some wonderful people along the way. They helped me to grow, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually and ultimately inspired me to live my life to the full. Now, I live for my Sister but most importantly, I live for myself. I hope she’s proud of me and all my achievements over the years. And you know, it’s good to let go. It’s OK. I can now make my goals and make them REAL.

Maybe you are hanging onto something that has past. It’s time now, to let it go….let it go. Listen to your subconscious mind…..let it go…listen to the Universe….let it go.

And you know, once you let it go, it becomes easier to let other things go. And the pain becomes less, and all other pains lessen and life becomes easier, brighter, better.

And good things begin to happen.…Let it go….Now………I did.

I will also love you Anita, and I dedicate my book Broken Oath, to you. (This is the only picture I have of her).

Revealing More About Broken Oath

The story of Broken Oath consists of layers and each takes you on a journey and/or teaches you a lesson.  

You will find yourself on a voyage with the characters in the reincarnation of their souls.  You will discover how they reacts to the laws of attraction and repulsion.  Why they make certain decisions and the drive that compels them to complete their unfinished business in their next existence.  You will discover how the evaluation they make today affects them tomorrow and for all eternity.

Another layer of the story will reveal how the characters are connected by powerful emotions; a curse, even a loathing that binds them together whether they are aware of it or not.    How this energy resurrects itself in each and every lifetime.

And yet, another echelon will bring to you a group of characters held together by yet another strong emotion; their sense of loss and insecurity. With their underlying issues, they are easy to manipulate.

As you continue through the passages, you will come across a further tier, how one character and their influences can put wrongs to right. Journey further to read how one can be so strong, can see a lot and much to one’s aversion be powerless to do anything about it.

Peel away the story some more to expose another level and see characters who obtains powers and make that energy work for them.

Put all the layers together to uncover a story of its own; it does not matter whether an Oath is bestowed upon a soul, whether a vow is taken knowingly or unwittingly, some Oaths are binding forever and cannot be broken or the bearer will suffer the consequences. 

Are you intrigued?  Then this novel; Broken Oath is a must read.  With its twists and turns; see how many layers you can uncover.  The deeper your thoughts, the more layers you will find.  And if the numbers of layers are not enough, you will be compelled to read this book again and again.

Watch this space for more news and views of this paperback novel and the launch date, which is coming soon.

Moving beyond your boundaries

"There are no constraints on the human mind, 

no walls around the human spirit, no barriers to our progress 

except those we ourselves erect."

-Ronald Reagan: the 40th President of the United States

You can do it!

Motivational Quote of the Day

"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says, "I'm possible!"

-Audrey Hepburn: British actress and humanitarian

There is no obstacle

Change the way you look at things
and the things you look at change."


— Wayne W. Dyer: American self-help author and motivational speaker

Life of an Author

Would you believe it, a few weeks ago I said to my publisher something along the lines of
      'I have looked at the proof copy of my book and further amendments needs to be done, here's the list from the proofreader.   Send me a invoice for the works.'
    'Ok, it will cost X  amount.'
     Last week I emailed and said.
     'So it's been a while, has the amendments been done? Is the book ready?'
     'Amendments, what amendments?'
     'You know, the amendments, I sent you an email and you gave me a price for the work to be done!
     'Oh, I thought you were just making an enquiry!
     '**!!&& der!!! Aargh!!**'  I thought.  Take a deep breath....breathe.

I had to send the email again.  Work is taking place this week.  Is this book really coming or what!

YES IT IS, you know why; because I have already taken monies upfront for the book and they know where I live.

Watch this space people!  Broken Oath is coming soon!