Tuesday 23 June 2015

Past Life - A Healing Or Time For Revenge

Continuing on from my blog on 28th May 2015 on How I Overcame A Phobia (you might want to recap by reading the article)

I didn't tell the whole story. So, sit back as I reveal all:-

Briefly going over the blog of 28th May, I asked my subconscious mind why I had a phobia of deep water to which I later had a dream. I dreamt of a young child who drowned by being wedged in a pothole. She was in the care of a relative who for some reason, just stood there while the child came to her demise. My interaction with this dream somehow cured me of my fear deep water.

So, let's move forward from that. As I stated, having healed myself from my fear of deep water and coming to an understanding that our souls are always reborn, I began to wonder if the woman in the dream who was meant to caring for me (the child) had reincarnated in this lifetime. Afterall, we are connected to people by an invisible emotional energy, it makes sense that they might follow us wherever we travel throughout the Universe.

Not being content with being free of my phobia, I became angry. I wanted revenge. I hoped that the woman was somewhere living within my environment; Maybe she was a member of my family, or relative or neighbour, or even a close friend. I hoped that she would recognise me and see that I am alive and strong. I wanted her to see me and be unable to look me in the eye without knowing the real reason why; because once upon a lifetime ago, she let me die. I was filled with anger. I wanted to know who this woman was in this lifetime.

I was cross for a few days when one night, I had a dream:-

I dreamt I was in a dark place. It was a vast plane. I was sitting on a chair and sitting next to me on the floor was the woman who had let me drown a lifetime ago. Her head was resting on my knee. As she kept her head down, she spoke to me and said. "I am a good person, I always try to do good." And then she was silent. I realised then that she was asking for forgiveness. I felt sorry for her and I strokes her hair. As I did so, I saw what was on her mind:-

I saw in my mind's eye, a young woman who was in some sort of relationship with a man. Somehow, the child could see that he was a bad person. She tried to tell the woman but she was so influenced by him she would not listen to the little girl. She met the man and told him what the girl had said. This man however, knew the child was right about him. As I continued to see the vision, I saw that the man belonged to a cult. He went to his members and told them about the girl and her ability to see him for what he really was. They were men and women who sat in a row.  One of the members told the man that he had to get rid of the child. I heard them say. 'She has to die.'

The scene changed and I saw again the same dream I had days earlier. The woman and the chlld, the wind blowing the umbrella out onto the road, the girl running after it. And all the while the woman stood there motionless. I saw that the woman was in a trance and in the distance, I could see the man. In my mind's eye, I could sense that he had the power of thought and that he had influence the woman not to see the child's predicament; so that she would not react to the situation.

The vision ended and I woke up from the dream. I was sad. I had tears in eyes. I rose from my bed and said a prayer. I thanked God, I prayed for forgiveness, I forgave the woman and I released her and all my negative emotions on the matter. And after that I felt fine. I knew that everything was alright and it did not matter anymore. I had let it go.

Sometimes, it is not important to know how or why a thing happened or to get hung up on who did what but to have enough faith to release the negative emotion.

I understand now that bad things happen. And it's OK, it doesn't matter anymore. I have accepted my healing and I have moved on with love.

I hope you enjoyed the reading.
Best Regards

D. A. Martin
Writer and Bestseller Author of Broken Oath
Awarded An Honorary Mention
by the London Book Festival Award (2014)

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Wednesday 17 June 2015

On the Subject of Past Lives and Reincarnation



Hello Colleagues                                    

I have not followed up since attending the Brian Weiss event on 30th and 31st May 2015 on past lives and reincarnation. I had a great time and met some wonderful people.

This is a subject close to my heart as my novel Broken Oath amongst other things is all about this topic. I remember not too long ago, it was difficult to talk about this matter to my associates, as past lives was a taboo conversation, if not demonic. At one time, I was even concerned at upsetting people by publishing my book with entries on the matter.

Now, thanks to Dr Brian Weiss, I can talk about it openly. This topic resonates very well with my book. So far, all those who have read it have enjoyed being taken on the journey of time travel, reincarnation, past lives, broken oaths, karma, deja vu and conspiracies of the universe.

For those of you who have yet to discover Broken Oath; the novel is about a Lady of stature who is imprisoned by a Lord supreme. She escapes by accepting and oath to become the Lady of Time, wherein with her new powers, she banished her capture to another dimension. After 3,000 years have gone by, she is confident that she will never meet him again and breaks her oath to remain as a human on earth but how wrong she is; the Lord is now the Lord of Karma who goes by the name of Karob and whilst executing his duty, per chance catches sight of her again and the energy of their past lives together is reactivated and he breaks his oath to pursue her again.

But the Universe had other plans and reincarnates a part of their lives which is to be played out on Earth, for them to come to terms that their oaths cannot be broken. The Lady of Time is reincarnated as a simple village girl who has reoccuring past life dreams which she cannot explain.

Those of you who are captivated by the subject will approve of my book. As within the chapters, young Melee as she is now called, is prepared, through a dream, for the reincarnation of another soul who is to come into her life. That soul would be a warrior from another life time by the name of Malachi.

In his past lifetimes, Malachi had been a handsome and strong warrior, but on this occasion, he is born as a sickly, physically and assumed mentally challenged individual. I recall Brian Weiss mentioning something along the lines that sometimes, we reincarnate in these condition to experience receiving love. That is our karma. Likewise in Broken Oath, Malachi's karma is not to be handsome, brave and resourceful but to be helpless and to receive the love and care from Melee until the exact moment when he is meant to rescue her from her oppressor.

It is interesting to note that once we know and understand about life; past, present and future how everything seems to make sense, situations are no longer a mystery, not even the way we feel about ourselves.

In chapter nine of my book, Malachi observes himself in a mirror, he cannot come to terms with his ugly looks and gait. He tries to straighten himself as he feels he should be tall, strong and handsome, not the reverse. But alas, his twisted being would not succomb to a beautiful form. I put that in the book deliberately to show how sometimes, past life energies can be very strong; we can look in a mirror, see a face or a body and yet somehow, we don't know why but we are aware that we should be someone else.

In chapter fourteen, Karob comes face to face with Melee; he is so excited but despite her dreams, she has no idea who he is. And then there is the Healer, a character who has been in Melee's life throughout all her lifetimes. And so it is with us; some people will be with us, wherever our souls wonder, this is whether they are good or bad. Have you ever notice that some people are always in your life, you just can't get rid of them? Which brings me to the karmic loop; which is in reality what my book is about; a hidden story of three souls that are always inter-twined, no matter where they reincarnate.

If you enjoyed the May event, the talk and activities on reincarnation and past lives, then you will love Broken Oath.